Yes, this is my first time taking anything that effectively influences my testosterone.
Currently I'm in a cut and my stack for that is 50mcg T4, 1.5mg Reta per week, 2mg Salbutamol, and 500mg L-Carnitine inject. I'm 187cm tall, 23 years old, weigh 87.3kg with about 14% body fat.
Bloodwork (18.11.2025):
Total Testosterone: 646 ng/dL
Free Testosterone: 106 pg/mL (1.64%)
Bioavailable Testosterone: 2.735 µg/L (42.34%)
Albumin: 4.8 g/dL
SHBG: 48 nmol/L
Bloodwork (22.12.2025):
fT3: 5.47 pmol/L
fT4: 20.08 pmol/L
TSH: 0.91 µU/mL
As you can see, my free testosterone isn't great. According to studies, I'm not in a good range (
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/36251328/). And that's how I feel too. But it used to be completely different. It's a long story, but the short version is that I was in overtraining and kept pushing it longer and harder. That led to such a massive crash that I ended up in a mildly depressive phase. Had to stop training for 2 months. Unfortunately, nothing feels even remotely like it used to. The drive is gone, music doesn't pump me up anymore, I can't do heavy compound lifts like before. Everything feels damped down. I want to test with Enclo how I feel with higher levels. Because I'm strongly assuming my levels were much better back then. And if I do feel better with it, I'm considering TRT. I also must say that i tried so much to recover myself, but nothing lets me feel like before.
I'm really curious about your thoughts on this. If you really want to know, I can get more detailed. But this roughly describes the situation pretty well.
Alright, let’s talk about this in a more grounded, real way.
First thing, and this is important: your bloodwork does not look like a broken hormonal system. Total testosterone is fine, SHBG is a bit high, free test is on the lower side, yes, but nothing here screams “you’re hypogonadal and need TRT right now”. Plenty of guys walk around with similar numbers and feel normal.
What does make a lot of sense is the context around those numbers.
You’re 23, in a cut, running T4, Reta, salbutamol, injectable carnitine, and you’re coming off a legit overtraining crash. That combination alone can flatten someone hard, mentally and physically, even if testosterone was perfect.
The symptoms you describe aren’t unusual at all in that situation:
no drive, no aggression, music doesn’t hit, heavy compounds feel dead, everything feels muted. That’s classic CNS burnout. Dopamine tanks, cortisol stays elevated, serotonin balance gets weird. Testosterone plays a role, but it’s not the whole story.
A few things stand out to me:
Your SHBG at 48 is probably hurting you more than your total testosterone. High SHBG means less usable androgen signal where it matters. Dieting, thyroid hormone, stress, endurance work, all push SHBG up.
You’re using T4, and your labs show high-normal fT4 with suppressed TSH. That increases metabolic demand. If recovery, calories, and sleep aren’t fully dialed in, thyroid can actually make fatigue and flatness worse over time, not better.
And the overtraining piece matters more than people want to admit. A real CNS crash doesn’t just resolve in a few weeks. Sometimes it takes months for motivation, aggression, and “spark” to come back.
About Enclomiphene: your thinking here isn’t stupid. Used carefully, it can be a diagnostic tool. Not a fix, but a test.
If you run low-dose Enclo for a short period and suddenly you feel:
-more drive
-more confidence
-more aggression in training
- better mood
- then yeah, androgens are part of the problem.
But if Enclo
barely changes how you feel, that’s a big sign the issue isn’t testosterone. It’s recovery, stress load, nervous system fatigue.
What I would be careful with is jumping from “I feel flat” straight to “I need TRT”.
TRT at 23 isn’t a cheat code. It’s a long-term commitment. It doesn’t fix burnout, CNS exhaustion, or chronic stress. And if those are the root issues, TRT can actually make things messier.
Before even thinking about TRT seriously, I’d want to see:
- you out of a hard deficit
- thyroid use reassessed
- stimulants pulled back
- sleep quality improved, not just hours
- SHBG coming down naturally
and more than two months of proper recovery from overtraining
Two months sounds like a lot, but for a real crash, it often isn’t.
If after all that, Enclo clearly improves your quality of life and you crash again when stopping, then a TRT discussion starts to make more sense. Right now though, this looks much more like a system that was pushed too hard for too long and hasn’t fully reset yet.
You’re not wrong for questioning things. You’re not crazy for wanting to feel like your old self again. Just don’t rush the conclusion before the body has had a fair chance to recover.
If you want to go deeper, stuff like training volume before the crash, how long you’ve been in deficit, sleep quality, resting HR, HRV, and how you feel day to day outside the gym would help a lot.
Thanks for sharing mate!
Shark